I have blogged in the past primarily for carthatic effects...
right nw i feel quite calm so its different...

4 months to go til "graduation" of sorts...

i wish i had a better grasp on reality-
or mebe in other words,
that I had all the answers...

its strange that at this point of my life
i feel more inadequate than ive ever felt
for life itself.

i know my problems but i don't know their
solutions ...

standy...

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